♥ RPG on Facebook

started playing Castle Age this December just before Christmas. i really like rpg games so its not that surprising that i got hooked with it. i especially like rpg games which uses swords and such. i have never been a fan of guns (well, depends on the type of character) so i never bother playing Mafia Wars. not my cup of tea. i dunno til when i'll be playing this game. so in the meantime, i'll enjoy doing Castle Age. ^^;

♥ Christmas Time

Christmas is forever, not for just one day,
for loving, sharing, giving, are not to put away
like bells and lights and tinsel, in some box upon a shelf.
The good you do for others is good you do yourself...

~ Norman Wesley Brooks,
"Let Every Day Be Christmas," 1976 ~

♥ Just the Two of Us

"Throughout life people make you mad
Disrespect you and treat you bad
Let GOD deal with the things they do
Cause hate in your heart will consume you too.."

~ Will Smith ~

♥ Bored. Or so I say.

i've been bored witless today. *sigh* it'll probably pass or something. i'm not really use to this kind of thing. i like to keep myself busy, either reading a book or playing some online games. however, today nothing seems to work. i don't like being like this. i just hope i'm back to normal tomorrow. probably not since i'll be home alone which is kinda unfortunate since its sunday. urgg..

however, i did something quite cool today.. edited an anime picture and made my own 'thank-you-something image'.

pretty cool huh? i'm quite proud of it, by the way. uh-hu. since i don't usually do this, it's quite a feat.

♥ Manga

My Favorite Manga

1) Detective Conan (Metantei Conan)
2) Nodame Cantabile
3) Tenjou Tenge
4) Hana Kimi
5) Broken Angels
6) Kiss
7) Otokomae! Beads Kurabu
8) Dengeki Daisy
9) Tokyo Crazy Paradise
10) 9 Banme no Musashi
11) Beauty Pop
12) Akagami no Shirayukihime
13) Tennen Pearl Pink
14) MAX Lovely!
15) Cat Street

most of them are shojou. i'm still in the process of finding great ones to read. :p

♥ Nodame Cantabile

i just finished the manga Nodame Cantabile. i have mixed feelings with having finished this manga. i really love the story. i hope that it never ended. i really like Nodame's character. she's so surprisingly refreshing from the ones i've read before. Chiaki has a nice twist of a character as well. i think they complemented each other.

it made me a bit sad however. it made me think about my life, of where i am going and where i am headed to. i feel kinda lost somehow. i'm not really doing anything productive with my life. i'm like a paper boat drifting out of nowhere. what a life i'm living...

♥ My Laptop

i bought a new laptop. i'm so happy because it's much more bigger than my previous one. i don't have to squint just to see what i'm doing and reading. though i'm a bit doubtful with my OS but at least i can always change it when i'm no longer satisfied with it. here's the info about my new laptop.

Processor : Intel Celeron M 900 2.2 Ghz, 1MB, 800MHz
Memory : 2 GB
Storage : 160GB
Graphics : SiS Mirage 3+
Display : 14.1" WXGA
Operating System : FreeDOS

NEO Basic B2231 N
Technology Intel Celeron
CPU: Celeron M 900
Cpu Details: 1 MB / 2.2 GHz / 800 MHz
Core Logic SiS: M672 + SiS 968
Wireless: 802.11 b/g
Operating System: FreeDOS
Office Productivity: None
Memory: 2 GB
Screen: 14.1" WXGA
Graphics: SiS Mirage 3+
Storage: 160 GB
Optical Drive: DVDRW SuperMulti
LAN: 10/100 Mbps
Modem: 56K MDC
USB: 4 x USB 2.0
Card Reader: 4-in-1
Webcam: 1.3 MP
Batter:y 6-cell Lithium Ion Battery
Dimensions: 343 x 245 x 35-38 mm
Weight: (Approx) 2.4 kg
Carry Bag: NEO Bag

♥ i Dunno

i'm not really sure what i am feeling right now. i suppose that i'm feeling confuse (a lot), in pain (maybe a bit), irritated (for sure) and somewhat relieve (i dunno why). maybe this feelings will right itself in a few days or so, i'm not sure. *sigh*

things are rather getting complicated this past few days and i know that i have this habit of distancing myself when i know that pain is somewhat around the corner. it's a bad habit i know but i never ever had the chance to change this one (or i never had any intention to).

maybe this thing that is happening to me is a blessing in disguise. what i've been doing this past few months are not the usual things that i do and maybe this is the way that GOD is saying that i have to change. to right things that i didn't want to change. i'm sure that there is some reason behind this. i'm sure that i'll get through this. maybe not right now, but someday.

i hope so.

♥ Long Way

i still have a long way to go before i could get my former paw points. it's kinda frustrating. *sigh* oh well, i better work hard for it. XD

♥ Bad Luck

just my bad luck yesterday, i was so excited that the maintenance was all over and i that could log on to ps. however, imagine my surprise when i logged in, i could not save my game. its just so frustrating. i can touch my ps account but i can't save my progress, even the automatic save didn't work. it just keep on asking me click the envelop about to save when i can't. even the mayor doesn't kick me out of the game. *sigh*

i did report it to the ps forum mods and admin but it seems that they can't do anything about the problem. so i have to start all over again. good thing that i can still send gifts or stuff. but it will never be the same again. sure i did made my new pet the same with the old one but my old karupin and i had this special bonding. oh well, i guess all i can do is that enjoy the new one.

i don't want to quit ps so the only solution i can think of is to erase my old account and stick with my new one. i have to cross my fingers that nothing bad will happen to my new one.

♥ Rare Items

i'm quite proud of myself since i have acquired some rare items in ps that i've been salivating for months. it has been a struggle to save my 999s for these items. i'm so happy that i've decided to post the things that i've traded with.

♥ Gossip Girl

just started watching Gossip Girl Season 2. i've been meaning to watch it for quite some time now but i always seem to forget. anyway, it really was an interesting tv show. i especially quite had a liking with the character Blair Waldorf (Leighton Meester). Chuck Bass (Ed Westwick) is an interesting character as well.

♥ Siggy

the very first siggy that i created. yepey!! i'm so happy. it turned out better than i anticipated. i thought it was hard but all i have to do is do my best and don't give up. now, all i have to do is use this as my siggy.

♥ Photo Editing

just downloaded some photo editing softwares a while ago (the free ones only). i got envious when i saw some cute siggies in the forum. i ask myself how come i can't do that. i wanna learn so i could boast to myself that i have some.. err.. other useful talent other than talking *giggle*. been reading some tutorials and trying them. i think i'm getting a hang of it. i hope it will turn out fine. maybe not good but fine will do for now. i hope after a month i could become an expert in doing siggies. i just have to cross my fingers eh.

♥ Just Temporarily

it's been a long time since i've posted something in this blog. i've been so busy but i'm somewhat back now, i hope. *cross fingers*

♥ Ps Collection

My 99 Items in Pet Society

1) Orange Soft Serves
2) Zongzi
3) Bruschetta
4) Bolinhos De Bacalhau
5) Candy Beans
6) Pet Poo 80/99

♥ Quote

"When one door closes, another opens;
but we often look so long and so regretfully
upon the closed door that we do not see
the one which has opened for us."

~ Alexander Graham Bell ~

♥ Old Habits Die Hard?

i've noticed that this past few days i've been doing all my old hobbies again; like posting in forums, downloading manga and reading it online. i just realized then that i have neglected doing all those things. i just don't remember how i started not doing it all. i can't say that i've outgrown them but i guess i just forgot them along the way or something else have caught my attention. i have to say though that i enjoy doing it all over again. i guess old habits just die hard. good thing that this is not a bad habit. well, i do hope that i won't stop doing the forums and downloading manga or if i do maybe someday i'll remember my old habits again.

♥ What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

♥ Cutie

i just wanted to introduce to you my pet Karupin. isn't he cute? i wanted him to look like a cat but i dunno if he does resembled one. anyway, this pet of mine is really naughty. he likes to dress up and has a sweet tooth. i got addicted in playing with him that's why i'm a ps regular. well, we're just started last week of april and we're already close. i sure hope Karupin stays the same. mischievous and sweet.

♥ Forum (again)

been starting posting in a forum this past week. i've done that when i was in high school. i never knew how i missed it til i started again. its kinda cool taking to people you can't see or didn't really know personally but realize you have something in common. though it's only about PS (Pet Society). i realize that i miss voicing my opinion and won't have to really worry if it'll reflect on me because they don't really know me. its quite a refreshing change to what i usually do. still i'm not giving up reading books nor reading mangas. this will be just another hobby to pile up to my growing hobby. i think i'll stick up with this posting in a forum for a while. it'll be something to keep me occupied.

♥ Starting

I've just decided to make a fresh start with my blog. I've been thinking of doing this for the last month. Instead of just posting my feelings or thoughts, I think I'll post some reviews, about things I'm interested in, some experiences that I can share and anything that I can think of. It will be something new for me and I'm up to the challenge.

Well, I sure hope I live up to the standards I've been meaning to put myself into. LOL. I think that I'll enjoy doing this. It will be something to look forward to.