How far back should I have to go?
Tell me.
Everything is
So painfully vivid.
The truth is,
We couldn't understand each other at all
So I left and didn't look back.
Fall into a light sleep
It encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago,
I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun,
It can never return.
It lies beside this cold heart
Frozen
So completely mindless
That it persists forever.
Numbly, I gather the remnants of my emotions
And searching for redemption.
I fall into a light sleep
On a lonely night
I'm beginning to learn the designs of sorrow
The hiding away
Of your warm presence
Makes me fear the overflowing darkness.
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♥ Updating
nothing new today. i just decided to blog since i have some updating to do. first of all, i added a follow me button for my twitter. i decided to do it for my own amusement. no need to click it if you're not interested. i don't mind. i created a twitter account just to voice out what usually comes to my mind. i'm not really comfortable on doing it on facebook so that's why i have a twitter. :) next update is in my Manga Section. i've been meaning to add some finished manga since 2 months ago but usually laziness strikes so i wasn't able to do it. so if you are interested you better check it out. a manga with this symbol (○) means it's new. well, that's the only update i can think of. xP♥ Gravity
Been a long road to follow
Been there and gone tomorrow
Without saying goodbye to yesterday
Are the memories I hold still valid?
Or have the tears deluded them?
Maybe this time tomorrow
The rain will cease to follow
And the mist will fade into one more today
Something somewhere out there keeps calling.
Am I going home?
Will I hear someone
Singing solace to the silent moon?
Zero gravity, what's it like?
Is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet?
Still the road keeps on telling me to go on
Something is pulling me
I feel the gravity of it all.
Been there and gone tomorrow
Without saying goodbye to yesterday
Are the memories I hold still valid?
Or have the tears deluded them?
Maybe this time tomorrow
The rain will cease to follow
And the mist will fade into one more today
Something somewhere out there keeps calling.
Am I going home?
Will I hear someone
Singing solace to the silent moon?
Zero gravity, what's it like?
Is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet?
Still the road keeps on telling me to go on
Something is pulling me
I feel the gravity of it all.
♥ Just Because
Just Because – I’m quiet – it doesn’t mean I don’t have a lot to say
Just Because – I appear happy – doesn’t mean everything’s ok
Just Because – I’m sarcastic – doesn’t mean I don’t take things seriously
Just Because – I forgive – doesn’t mean I forget
Just Because – I don’t listen to you – doesn’t mean I don’t care
Just Because – I’m gullible – doesn’t mean you can lie to me
Just Because – I’m stubborn – doesn’t mean I’m not easy going
Just Because – I don’t show my feelings – doesn’t mean I don’t have any
Just Because – I don’t say I love you – doesn’t mean I don’t
Just Because – I’m honest – doesn’t mean I’m outspoken
Just Because – I’m not like you – doesn’t mean I’m weird
Just Because – I’m unsure – doesn’t mean I’m afraid
Just Because – I appear happy – doesn’t mean everything’s ok
Just Because – I’m sarcastic – doesn’t mean I don’t take things seriously
Just Because – I forgive – doesn’t mean I forget
Just Because – I don’t listen to you – doesn’t mean I don’t care
Just Because – I’m gullible – doesn’t mean you can lie to me
Just Because – I’m stubborn – doesn’t mean I’m not easy going
Just Because – I don’t show my feelings – doesn’t mean I don’t have any
Just Because – I don’t say I love you – doesn’t mean I don’t
Just Because – I’m honest – doesn’t mean I’m outspoken
Just Because – I’m not like you – doesn’t mean I’m weird
Just Because – I’m unsure – doesn’t mean I’m afraid
♥ Me. You.
Me fine. You fine.
We fine. It's fine.
Me warm. You cold.
We alone. It's beating.
Me here. You there.
We apart. It's sad.
Me wants. You afraid.
We together. It's waiting.
Me yours. You can't.
We stare. It's hope.
Me tries. You don't.
We expect. It's belief.
Me thinks. You forget.
We silent. It's waste.
Me shakes. You wait.
We touch. It's pretty.
Me longs. You come.
We stay. It's great.
Me knows. You know.
We know. It's known.
credits to the one who made this poem.
sorry, i forgot where i got this.
We fine. It's fine.
Me warm. You cold.
We alone. It's beating.
Me here. You there.
We apart. It's sad.
Me wants. You afraid.
We together. It's waiting.
Me yours. You can't.
We stare. It's hope.
Me tries. You don't.
We expect. It's belief.
Me thinks. You forget.
We silent. It's waste.
Me shakes. You wait.
We touch. It's pretty.
Me longs. You come.
We stay. It's great.
Me knows. You know.
We know. It's known.
credits to the one who made this poem.
sorry, i forgot where i got this.
♥ by Bob Marley
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There's never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.
♥ Love
i was browsing through Mark Goshingtian's Tumblr when i saw this:
i was really touched by it. this short statement made quite an impact in me.
When my sister was younger she came home from school one day and demanded I take her to the library so she could get books on sign language.
I asked why? She told me there was a new kid at school who was deaf and she wanted to befriend him.
Today I stood beside her at their wedding watching her sign “I DO”.taken from LOVEgivesmehope
i was really touched by it. this short statement made quite an impact in me.
♥ The Undeniable vs.The Unexplainable
A: Why do you believe in God?
B: I just do.
A: But the existence of a god can't be proved by science, yet you still believe?
B: Yes, I do.
A: I think that's just absurd, believing in something that can't be explained.
B: Well, you don't have to be able to fully explain or understand in something to be able to believe in it.
A: How so?
B: Do you know how an airplane works?
A: No.
B: Do you ride airplanes?
A: Yes.
B: Why would you ride an airplane if you can't explain how it works? The fact is, there is something undeniable - and that is that airplanes fly. You don't need to be able to explain why or how they fly. You just need to know that they fly. I believe in God because, yes, it might be unexplainable, but it is undeniable. It has changed my life. The undeniable always beats the unexplainable.
B: I just do.
A: But the existence of a god can't be proved by science, yet you still believe?
B: Yes, I do.
A: I think that's just absurd, believing in something that can't be explained.
B: Well, you don't have to be able to fully explain or understand in something to be able to believe in it.
A: How so?
B: Do you know how an airplane works?
A: No.
B: Do you ride airplanes?
A: Yes.
B: Why would you ride an airplane if you can't explain how it works? The fact is, there is something undeniable - and that is that airplanes fly. You don't need to be able to explain why or how they fly. You just need to know that they fly. I believe in God because, yes, it might be unexplainable, but it is undeniable. It has changed my life. The undeniable always beats the unexplainable.
♥ I'm Letting Go.. Goodbye
..goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i thought i knew
you are the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to..
♥ Summer 2010
yesterday, my cousins and i went island hopping. i had the best time. i hope to do it again one of these days. anyway, here are some pictures that we had. ^_^
♥ Character Profile
Last Name: Mogami
First Name: Kyoko
First Name: Kyoko
Gender: Female
Hometown: Kyoto
Country of Origin: Japan
Birthday: Dec 25, 1982
Hair: Black to Red/Orange
Eyes: Topaz
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
Occupation: Actress
Company: LME
From the Manga: Skip Beat!
Hometown: Kyoto
Country of Origin: Japan
Birthday: Dec 25, 1982
Hair: Black to Red/Orange
Eyes: Topaz
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
Occupation: Actress
Company: LME
From the Manga: Skip Beat!
♥ Something To Think About
MY SHORT ESSAY ABOUT THE PHILIPPINES
Jaeyoun Kim
Filipinos always complain about the corruption in the Philippines. Do you really think the corruption is the problem of the Philippines? I do not think so. I strongly believe that the problem is the lack of love for the Philippines.
Let me first talk about my country, Korea. It might help you understand my point. After the Korean War, South Korea was one of the poorest countries in the world. Koreans had to start from scratch because entire country was destroyed after the Korean War, and we had no natural resources.
Koreans used to talk about the Philippines, for Filipinos were very rich in Asia. We envy Filipinos. Koreans really wanted to be well off like Filipinos. Many Koreans died of famine. My father & brother also died because of famine. Korean government was very corrupt and is still very corrupt beyond your imagination, but Korea was able to develop dramatically because Koreans really did their best for the common good with their heart burning with patriotism.
Koreans did not work just for themselves but also for their neighborhood and country. Education inspired young men with the spirit of patriotism. 40 years ago, President Park took over the government to reform Korea . He tried to borrow money from other countries, but it was not possible to get a loan and attract a foreign investment because the economic situation of South Korea was so bad. Korea had only three factories. So, President Park sent many mine workers and nurses to Germany so that they could send money to Korea to build a factory. They had to go through horrible experience.
In 1964, President Park visited Germany to borrow money. Hundred of Koreans in Germany came to the airport to welcome him and cried there as they saw the President Park . They asked to him, 'President, when can we be well off?' That was the only question everyone asked to him. President Park cried with them and promised them that Korea would be well off
if everyone works hard for Korea, and the President of Germany got the strong impression on them and lent money to Korea. So, President Park was able to build many factories in Korea. He always asked Koreans to love their country from their heart.
Many Korean scientists and engineers in the USA came back to Korea to help developing country because they wanted their country to be well off. Though they received very small salary, they did their best for Korea . They always hoped that their children would live in well off country. My parents always brought me to the places where poor and physically handicapped people live. They wanted me to understand their life and help them. I also worked for Catholic Church when I was in the army. The only thing I learned from Catholic Church was that we have to love our neighborhood. And, I have loved my neighborhood.
Have you cried for the Philippines? I have cried for my country several times. I also cried for the Philippines because of so many poor people. I have been to the New Bilibid prison. What made me sad in the prison were the prisoners who do not have any love for their country. They go to mass and work for Church. They pray everyday. However, they do not love the Philippines. I talked to two prisoners at the maximum-security compound, and both of them said that they would leave the Philippines right after they are released from the prison. They said that they would start a new life in other countries and never come back to the Philippines.
Many Koreans have a great love for Korea so that we were able to share our wealth with our neighborhood. The owners of factory and company were distributed their profit to their employees fairly so that employees could buy what they needed and saved money for the future and their children.
When I was in Korea, I had a very strong faith and wanted to be a priest. However, when I came to the Philippines, I completely lost my faith. I was very confused when I saw many unbelievable situations in the Philippines. Street kids always make me sad, and I see them everyday. The Philippines is the only Catholic country in Asia, but there are too many poor people here. People go to church every Sunday to pray, but nothing has been changed.
My parents came to the Philippines last week and saw this situation. They told me that Korea was much poorer than the present Philippines when they were young. They are so sorry that there are so many beggars and street kids. When we went to Pasangjan, I forced my parents to take a boat because it would fun. However, they were not happy after taking a boat. They said that they would not take the boat again because they were sympathized the boatmen, for the boatmen were very poor and had a small frame. Most of people just took a boat and enjoyed it. But, my parents did not enjoy it because of love for them.
My mother who has been working for Catholic Church since I was very young told me that if we just go to mass without changing ourselves, we are not Catholic indeed. Faith should come with action. She added that I have to love Filipinos and do good things for them because all of us are same and have received a great love from God. I want Filipinos to love their neighborhood and country as much as they love God so that the Philippines will be well off.
I am sure that love is the keyword, which Filipinos should remember. We cannot change the sinful structure at once. It should start from person. Love must start in everybody, in a small scale and have to grow. A lot of things happen if we open up to love. Let's put away our prejudices and look at our worries with our new eyes.
I discover that every person is worthy to be loved. Trust in love, because it makes changes possible. Love changes you and me. It changes people, contexts and relationships. It changes the world. Please love your neighborhood and country.
Jesus Christ said that whatever we do to others we do to Him. In the Philippines, there is God for people who are abused and abandoned. There is God who is crying for love. If you have a child, teach them how to love the Philippines. Teach them why they have to love their neighborhood and country. You already know that God also will be very happy if you love others.
That's all I really want to ask you Filipinos.
(FOR THE LOVE OF OUR COUNTRY PLEASE PASS THIS MESSAGE TO ALL FILIPINOS YOU KNOW)
Let me first talk about my country, Korea. It might help you understand my point. After the Korean War, South Korea was one of the poorest countries in the world. Koreans had to start from scratch because entire country was destroyed after the Korean War, and we had no natural resources.
Koreans used to talk about the Philippines, for Filipinos were very rich in Asia. We envy Filipinos. Koreans really wanted to be well off like Filipinos. Many Koreans died of famine. My father & brother also died because of famine. Korean government was very corrupt and is still very corrupt beyond your imagination, but Korea was able to develop dramatically because Koreans really did their best for the common good with their heart burning with patriotism.
Koreans did not work just for themselves but also for their neighborhood and country. Education inspired young men with the spirit of patriotism. 40 years ago, President Park took over the government to reform Korea . He tried to borrow money from other countries, but it was not possible to get a loan and attract a foreign investment because the economic situation of South Korea was so bad. Korea had only three factories. So, President Park sent many mine workers and nurses to Germany so that they could send money to Korea to build a factory. They had to go through horrible experience.
In 1964, President Park visited Germany to borrow money. Hundred of Koreans in Germany came to the airport to welcome him and cried there as they saw the President Park . They asked to him, 'President, when can we be well off?' That was the only question everyone asked to him. President Park cried with them and promised them that Korea would be well off
if everyone works hard for Korea, and the President of Germany got the strong impression on them and lent money to Korea. So, President Park was able to build many factories in Korea. He always asked Koreans to love their country from their heart.
Many Korean scientists and engineers in the USA came back to Korea to help developing country because they wanted their country to be well off. Though they received very small salary, they did their best for Korea . They always hoped that their children would live in well off country. My parents always brought me to the places where poor and physically handicapped people live. They wanted me to understand their life and help them. I also worked for Catholic Church when I was in the army. The only thing I learned from Catholic Church was that we have to love our neighborhood. And, I have loved my neighborhood.
Have you cried for the Philippines? I have cried for my country several times. I also cried for the Philippines because of so many poor people. I have been to the New Bilibid prison. What made me sad in the prison were the prisoners who do not have any love for their country. They go to mass and work for Church. They pray everyday. However, they do not love the Philippines. I talked to two prisoners at the maximum-security compound, and both of them said that they would leave the Philippines right after they are released from the prison. They said that they would start a new life in other countries and never come back to the Philippines.
Many Koreans have a great love for Korea so that we were able to share our wealth with our neighborhood. The owners of factory and company were distributed their profit to their employees fairly so that employees could buy what they needed and saved money for the future and their children.
When I was in Korea, I had a very strong faith and wanted to be a priest. However, when I came to the Philippines, I completely lost my faith. I was very confused when I saw many unbelievable situations in the Philippines. Street kids always make me sad, and I see them everyday. The Philippines is the only Catholic country in Asia, but there are too many poor people here. People go to church every Sunday to pray, but nothing has been changed.
My parents came to the Philippines last week and saw this situation. They told me that Korea was much poorer than the present Philippines when they were young. They are so sorry that there are so many beggars and street kids. When we went to Pasangjan, I forced my parents to take a boat because it would fun. However, they were not happy after taking a boat. They said that they would not take the boat again because they were sympathized the boatmen, for the boatmen were very poor and had a small frame. Most of people just took a boat and enjoyed it. But, my parents did not enjoy it because of love for them.
My mother who has been working for Catholic Church since I was very young told me that if we just go to mass without changing ourselves, we are not Catholic indeed. Faith should come with action. She added that I have to love Filipinos and do good things for them because all of us are same and have received a great love from God. I want Filipinos to love their neighborhood and country as much as they love God so that the Philippines will be well off.
I am sure that love is the keyword, which Filipinos should remember. We cannot change the sinful structure at once. It should start from person. Love must start in everybody, in a small scale and have to grow. A lot of things happen if we open up to love. Let's put away our prejudices and look at our worries with our new eyes.
I discover that every person is worthy to be loved. Trust in love, because it makes changes possible. Love changes you and me. It changes people, contexts and relationships. It changes the world. Please love your neighborhood and country.
Jesus Christ said that whatever we do to others we do to Him. In the Philippines, there is God for people who are abused and abandoned. There is God who is crying for love. If you have a child, teach them how to love the Philippines. Teach them why they have to love their neighborhood and country. You already know that God also will be very happy if you love others.
That's all I really want to ask you Filipinos.
(FOR THE LOVE OF OUR COUNTRY PLEASE PASS THIS MESSAGE TO ALL FILIPINOS YOU KNOW)
♥ TinierMe
i'm playing a new game online again. this one is called tinierme. there's not much to do with this game but dress up your selfy (it's the name of your character or maybe a pet). it's just something to do when i'm tired of thinking or reading or even watching television. i'll post some pictures of it tomorrow. i'm too lazy to do that today. well, i'm off. haven't taken a bath yet.♥ An Rpg Game
i was crossing my fingers while copying and pasting the link of Aveyond: The Lost Orb (it's the latest). i really really like this game so i was like thinking that Rapidshare has to let me download it or i'm gonna throw my laptop. thank goodness that it worked. i was able to do it. *dance around*. now, the only thing i have to do is wait for the walkthrough to come out and i'm all set. it'll probably be in my hands in the next few days. dang! i can't wait to play it. >.<♥ Year 2010
hey yeah 2010. i just decided to go back to school this year to take up a master's degree. i might have some problems being back to school since i'm not use anymore in studying and stuff but i'll do my best. i know that this will be beneficial to my future so i'll try it. who knows this might be the right thing for me. so i'll just cross my fingers. :p♥ RPG on Facebook
started playing Castle Age this December just before Christmas. i really like rpg games so its not that surprising that i got hooked with it. i especially like rpg games which uses swords and such. i have never been a fan of guns (well, depends on the type of character) so i never bother playing Mafia Wars. not my cup of tea. i dunno til when i'll be playing this game. so in the meantime, i'll enjoy doing Castle Age. ^^;♥ My Laptop
i bought a new laptop. i'm so happy because it's much more bigger than my previous one. i don't have to squint just to see what i'm doing and reading. though i'm a bit doubtful with my OS but at least i can always change it when i'm no longer satisfied with it. here's the info about my new laptop.
Processor : Intel Celeron M 900 2.2 Ghz, 1MB, 800MHz
Memory : 2 GB
Storage : 160GB
Graphics : SiS Mirage 3+
Display : 14.1" WXGA
Operating System : FreeDOS
NEO Basic B2231 N
Technology Intel Celeron
CPU: Celeron M 900
Cpu Details: 1 MB / 2.2 GHz / 800 MHz
Core Logic SiS: M672 + SiS 968
Wireless: 802.11 b/g
Operating System: FreeDOS
Office Productivity: None
Memory: 2 GB
Screen: 14.1" WXGA
Graphics: SiS Mirage 3+
Storage: 160 GB
Optical Drive: DVDRW SuperMulti
LAN: 10/100 Mbps
Modem: 56K MDC
USB: 4 x USB 2.0
Card Reader: 4-in-1
Webcam: 1.3 MP
Batter:y 6-cell Lithium Ion Battery
Dimensions: 343 x 245 x 35-38 mm
Weight: (Approx) 2.4 kg
Carry Bag: NEO Bag
♥ Gossip Girl
just started watching Gossip Girl Season 2. i've been meaning to watch it for quite some time now but i always seem to forget. anyway, it really was an interesting tv show. i especially quite had a liking with the character Blair Waldorf (Leighton Meester). Chuck Bass (Ed Westwick) is an interesting character as well.♥ Photo Editing
just downloaded some photo editing softwares a while ago (the free ones only). i got envious when i saw some cute siggies in the forum. i ask myself how come i can't do that. i wanna learn so i could boast to myself that i have some.. err.. other useful talent other than talking *giggle*. been reading some tutorials and trying them. i think i'm getting a hang of it. i hope it will turn out fine. maybe not good but fine will do for now. i hope after a month i could become an expert in doing siggies. i just have to cross my fingers eh.♥ Just Temporarily
it's been a long time since i've posted something in this blog. i've been so busy but i'm somewhat back now, i hope. *cross fingers*
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