♥ The Undeniable vs.The Unexplainable

A: Why do you believe in God?
B: I just do.
A: But the existence of a god can't be proved by science, yet you still believe?
B: Yes, I do.
A: I think that's just absurd, believing in something that can't be explained.
B: Well, you don't have to be able to fully explain or understand in something to be able to believe in it.
A: How so?
B: Do you know how an airplane works?
A: No.
B: Do you ride airplanes?
A: Yes.
B: Why would you ride an airplane if you can't explain how it works? The fact is, there is something undeniable - and that is that airplanes fly. You don't need to be able to explain why or how they fly. You just need to know that they fly. I believe in God because, yes, it might be unexplainable, but it is undeniable. It has changed my life. The undeniable always beats the unexplainable.

♥ I'm Letting Go.. Goodbye

..goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i thought i knew
you are the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to..

♥ Troublesome

lately i've been feeling more and more dissatisfied with myself. i don't remember being content anymore. its weighting me down.. dragging me down to oblivion.. almost into nothingness. i think i'm starting to break down. how troublesome. i wasn't like this from the start. i don't know when it started, i just notice that i'm feeling like this.

i don't want to drag anyone into this mess that i find myself. i guess it's better to distance myself from everyone. i don't want anyone to feel the same way that i'm feeling right now. it's just too horrible. i know being by myself can be lonely but i think it's better this way, neh? even if people thinks that i'm selfish or they don't think highly of me, it's for their own good.

i hope that someday i'll drag myself out and i'll be able to stand up from this. i pray that i'll do.