♥ i Dunno

i'm not really sure what i am feeling right now. i suppose that i'm feeling confuse (a lot), in pain (maybe a bit), irritated (for sure) and somewhat relieve (i dunno why). maybe this feelings will right itself in a few days or so, i'm not sure. *sigh*

things are rather getting complicated this past few days and i know that i have this habit of distancing myself when i know that pain is somewhat around the corner. it's a bad habit i know but i never ever had the chance to change this one (or i never had any intention to).

maybe this thing that is happening to me is a blessing in disguise. what i've been doing this past few months are not the usual things that i do and maybe this is the way that GOD is saying that i have to change. to right things that i didn't want to change. i'm sure that there is some reason behind this. i'm sure that i'll get through this. maybe not right now, but someday.

i hope so.

♥ Long Way

i still have a long way to go before i could get my former paw points. it's kinda frustrating. *sigh* oh well, i better work hard for it. XD

♥ Bad Luck

just my bad luck yesterday, i was so excited that the maintenance was all over and i that could log on to ps. however, imagine my surprise when i logged in, i could not save my game. its just so frustrating. i can touch my ps account but i can't save my progress, even the automatic save didn't work. it just keep on asking me click the envelop about to save when i can't. even the mayor doesn't kick me out of the game. *sigh*

i did report it to the ps forum mods and admin but it seems that they can't do anything about the problem. so i have to start all over again. good thing that i can still send gifts or stuff. but it will never be the same again. sure i did made my new pet the same with the old one but my old karupin and i had this special bonding. oh well, i guess all i can do is that enjoy the new one.

i don't want to quit ps so the only solution i can think of is to erase my old account and stick with my new one. i have to cross my fingers that nothing bad will happen to my new one.