♥ Too Blind

from the song "Only Reminds Me Of You."

♥ Love

i was browsing through Mark Goshingtian's Tumblr when i saw this:

When my sister was younger she came home from school one day and demanded I take her to the library so she could get books on sign language.

I asked why? She told me there was a new kid at school who was deaf and she wanted to befriend him.

Today I stood beside her at their wedding watching her sign “I DO”.

taken from LOVEgivesmehope

i was really touched by it. this short statement made quite an impact in me.

♥ New Outlook

right now i think i have a much more positive outlook than i had in my entire life. i had a heart to heart talk with someone who probably is the most important person in my life and it somewhat made a lot of my hung-ups acceptable. true, things didn't turned out the way i hoped for but i was a bit happy. the thing is i realize that as long as he is happy, everything seems quite insignificant. it occurred to me that the person i was running away from is actually the person i've been looking for this entire time. how ironic for me to notice it when it's already too late. however, i think that i don't have any regrets right now. the only thing i can do for him is to become his shield.. his pillar to the best of my abilities. so, i'll just wait for him to settle down and be absolutely happy then that's the only time that i can move my best feet forward and truly make peace with myself.