Words I Couldn't Say

In a book, in a box, in the closet
In a line, in a song I once heard
In a moment on a front porch late one June
In a breath inside a whisper beneath the moon.

There it was at the tips of my fingers
There it was on the tip of my tongue
There you were and I had never been that far
There it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms
And I let it all slip away.

What do I do now that you're gone
No back up plan, no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldn't say.

There's a rain that will never stop fallin'
There's a wall that I tried to take down
What I should have said just wouldn't pass my lips
So I held back and now we've come to this
And it's too late now.

I should have found the way to tell you how I felt
Now the only one I'm telling is myself.

It's Been a While.

oh la la.. it's been a while.. *eherm* okay, it's been what a year or so since i last posted here in my blog. as i've said before, i've been busy as hell as i've been since.. well.. forever..work was so hectic and i've been catching up with real life and stuff so i didn't have enough time to sit and think of what to type here. but, anyway, i promise myself that i'll be posting as much as i can since i may have a bit of time on my hands.

on a different note, i've been thinking that i probably should start writing again soon. you know, something like a fantasy fiction. i already have a concept on how the story will go so all i need is a day or so to sit down and think how to start it. lmao. well, i sure hope that everything will go according to plan. if not.. *grin* let's see how things will work.

♥ What To Do

 i've been thinking of shutting this blog down since i don't have much time to post. i've been quite busy with work so i can't update as much as i want to, not to mention that instead of randomly posting stuff which comes to my mind i've been creating poems this days. i'm hesitant to post those here since it's much more personal that doing this (haha). or if not a total shut down, it'll be hiatus. hmmm.. if i decided to do a hiatus or semi-hiatus, instead of posting twice or once a month, it'll probably be once every two months. ha! i'm not sure.. arggg!! well, whatever..

BUT i won't shut down my tumblr. it'll always be up and about. well, i even created another tumblr account. that one is much more private so i'll not be putting the link here. if you want to follow that one, you hafta discover that tumblr blog of mine. eherm.. that's all. oh yeah, i'll update my manga list one of these days before the BIG decision. wait for it.