♥ D. Grayman

I soon came to the point where

I didn't know whether my smiling face

is a lie or not..

~ Lavi ~

♥ Holibelle Uncovered

someone asked me: "why are you using holibelle as a nick?" actually the username that i usually use is Raine, but since that name is so common, i had a hard time. whenever i sign up for forums and such that name was already being used so i was always asked to change it. i hate using numbers in usernames since there are times that i seem to forgot what numbers i did used. so one time while surfing for something to watch, i stopped at an anime channel (forgot what it was) and the show was Ah! My Goddess. the name Holy Bell (i think its Belldandy's Angel) was mentioned and that name got stuck into my head for some reason. then one day, while signing up for a forum i just typed that name as a username. well, i was asked again to change the one that i picked (hahaha. got you there) so i just change the Y into an I, added E to Bell and made the two names into one - holibelle. i was thinking that i'm gonna be asked to change it again for sure but imagine my surprise when i wasn't. the rest as they say is history. now, you all know why holibelle is stuck with me. however, i'm not sure why that name isn't popular. for some reason, whenever i sign up for something that name is always available and in the end, i end up using it. it's a blessing since i don't need to think of another username. hahaha.

♥ The Ghost Of You

Summer's ended and without a trace
Time goes by - while you remain
Funny how I thought I walked on through
With my heart in one..

Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
And why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you..

How I tried to get you off my mind
But you return - all the time
I believed I could just let you go
Like the fool I am..

I've been trying to release you
To get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
Even if I know I should back away
It's just a part of me that I can't erase..

Anyway I try I'm still reminded
The ghost of you..
Anywhere I go I keep colliding with
The ghost of you..
I've given up I just can't fight it
The ghost of you..

Everytime I look away I see
The ghost of you.

i dedicate this song to mister birthday boy.

i know that he would not read this blog 
so i have the courage to put this here. *laugh*
someday, i may probably have a chance to point this 
song and say that i dedicate this to him 
or maybe sing it to him personally.