♥ My Laptop

i bought a new laptop. i'm so happy because it's much more bigger than my previous one. i don't have to squint just to see what i'm doing and reading. though i'm a bit doubtful with my OS but at least i can always change it when i'm no longer satisfied with it. here's the info about my new laptop.

Processor : Intel Celeron M 900 2.2 Ghz, 1MB, 800MHz
Memory : 2 GB
Storage : 160GB
Graphics : SiS Mirage 3+
Display : 14.1" WXGA
Operating System : FreeDOS

NEO Basic B2231 N
Technology Intel Celeron
CPU: Celeron M 900
Cpu Details: 1 MB / 2.2 GHz / 800 MHz
Core Logic SiS: M672 + SiS 968
Wireless: 802.11 b/g
Operating System: FreeDOS
Office Productivity: None
Memory: 2 GB
Screen: 14.1" WXGA
Graphics: SiS Mirage 3+
Storage: 160 GB
Optical Drive: DVDRW SuperMulti
LAN: 10/100 Mbps
Modem: 56K MDC
USB: 4 x USB 2.0
Card Reader: 4-in-1
Webcam: 1.3 MP
Batter:y 6-cell Lithium Ion Battery
Dimensions: 343 x 245 x 35-38 mm
Weight: (Approx) 2.4 kg
Carry Bag: NEO Bag

♥ i Dunno

i'm not really sure what i am feeling right now. i suppose that i'm feeling confuse (a lot), in pain (maybe a bit), irritated (for sure) and somewhat relieve (i dunno why). maybe this feelings will right itself in a few days or so, i'm not sure. *sigh*

things are rather getting complicated this past few days and i know that i have this habit of distancing myself when i know that pain is somewhat around the corner. it's a bad habit i know but i never ever had the chance to change this one (or i never had any intention to).

maybe this thing that is happening to me is a blessing in disguise. what i've been doing this past few months are not the usual things that i do and maybe this is the way that GOD is saying that i have to change. to right things that i didn't want to change. i'm sure that there is some reason behind this. i'm sure that i'll get through this. maybe not right now, but someday.

i hope so.

♥ Long Way

i still have a long way to go before i could get my former paw points. it's kinda frustrating. *sigh* oh well, i better work hard for it. XD