♥ New Outlook

right now i think i have a much more positive outlook than i had in my entire life. i had a heart to heart talk with someone who probably is the most important person in my life and it somewhat made a lot of my hung-ups acceptable. true, things didn't turned out the way i hoped for but i was a bit happy. the thing is i realize that as long as he is happy, everything seems quite insignificant. it occurred to me that the person i was running away from is actually the person i've been looking for this entire time. how ironic for me to notice it when it's already too late. however, i think that i don't have any regrets right now. the only thing i can do for him is to become his shield.. his pillar to the best of my abilities. so, i'll just wait for him to settle down and be absolutely happy then that's the only time that i can move my best feet forward and truly make peace with myself.